Hi friends! It's been a while nee? Haha. Anyways, senior year has been very frustrating so far but I can make it! I'll graduate and everything!

I'm really still hoping I can go to Temple University, Japan campus. Or just go there for an internship or something. I've been looking for scholarships and cash everywhere. Still looking for anything that would get me in Japan! I disparately want to go there!

Ah, I really can't believe I'm a senior! I feel a little stressed out too. Looking for scholarships, schools, money, planning... I'm doing so much it's exhausting!

Whenever I come home from school, the first thing I want to do is take a nap but I tell myself to finish my homework first. Ahhhh. I'm a little depressed because thing only thing that's keeping me from going to Japan is money! ...Well, and my SAT's score but I'm retaking those to get a better score!!

Eh. I feel so ready to graduate. I feel so ready to leave and live on my own. It's scary thinking about it too though.

So, I updated Don't Leave. Hope you like it so far! I've been busy so I won't be updating as much as I would love to. But I hope everyone's doing swell! Oh!! And if you find anything about getting scholarships/cash or contests and stuff like that please tell me about it! I'm really determined to get into Temple University! So please help me as much as you can! Onegaishimasu!!

I'll do my very best. I didn't do so well on quizzes I took already at school but ganbarimasu!!! I can do it!

Love,
Cherry-chan

P.S.-Sorry if I haven't replied back to you yet! I've been a busy bee lately! Please forgive me!

Hello friends!

I've been spending my summer still watching all kinds of Japanese dramas. Yes, I guess you could say that I was wasting my summer nee? Haha. It's alright. School's starting soon! I really don't want to go back. Of course I'm going to graduate this year. I have papers I have to write up too. AUGH. I really don't want to do anything that has something to do with school!! I'm completely lazy.

Everytime I think of school now I get really scared. After high school is when you actually start living your life right? Away from family and friends that I've been around for so long. Ne?

I want to go to school in Japan for college. I would love that. I love being in a new place and staying there and making me feel homesick. You know?

Well, I spent only three weeks in California before freshman year started and when I got home I missed it desperately. When I was home I thought "Was that how it felt like to actually live your life?"

AH! I want to go to school in Japan. I found one where all the classes are in English. And when I saw that I said to myself "EH. This is perfect!"

College is going to be very expensive. I know that. I also thought..."I don't even want to go to college!"

Yeah. But then I didn't want to be a "loser" I guess. And end up as a hobo on the streets that can't hold a decent job or get one at all.

I don't want to be that. I still want to be in a movie, music video, show! Ah, what a big dream nee? Haha. I dream way too big. I try to turn my negative thoughts into positive ones. Or after I think really negative I try to think positive.

I keep asking my parents if I could go to Japan. They always say "no" or "join the navy!"

Eh...I don't want to join the navy.

My heart kind of sinks every time I think of it. I just want to go to have fun and explore. After high school I just want to explore and wander around. That's me! I can only stay in a certain place for so long.

And so...I want to go away. I want to leave this place that I've called home. I want to make friends with foreigners and somehow become fluent in Japanese. I sort of got the hang of Japanese but they talk so fast! Muzukashi desu nee! It's really difficult. Even when I think "Oh this is so hard!" I would tell myself "Eh. It's ok. I get it."

I am weird, hopeless, negative, positive, depressed, sad, desparate, happy, scared, hopeful...

Eh.
Cherry-chan

P.s- Hope everyone's having a good summer! Oh and I'm still working on "Don't leave". It's hard to get inspiration these days.

I hope to live in Japan one day and marry Keiichiro Koyama. He is from a band called NEWS in Japan. I love him. Yet...He doesn't even know I exist! EH. How heartbreaking nee?

Hey DA friends! It's been a long time. I haven't had much time to upload any new chapters of any stories recently but I'm hoping to get around to it soon.

I got a chance to go to warped tour this year. I had a blast. I got to see Meg and Dia's set again and I loved it. I swear their songs are just that amazing to me.

Lately, this summer seems...weird?? It's similar to last summer but somewhat different. I yearn for company but then I don't want it at all. You could call me anti-social if you want. Haha. I've also been watching some Japanese dramas and they're great! I love it! So far I've watched Hana Kimi and Nobuta wo Produce. They're really good in my opinion. I also cried really hard during certain episodes. I've also watched a show called Cartoon KAT-TUN and it's really great. Haha. I even caught myself falling for the "K" member of KAT-TUN.

You see, KAT-TUN is a very popular band in Japan. The letters are taken from their last names.
K - Kamenashi Kazuya
A - Akanishi Jin
T - Taguchi Junnosuke
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T - Tanaka Koki
U - Ueda Tatsuya
N - Nakamaru Yuichi

Haha. I am weird. But they're so cute and funny.

Anyways, I feel kind of heart broken or homesick. I don't know what it is but I guess you can compare those feelings to what I've actually been feeling. I haven't been doing much during summer. I've just been sleeping late, watching Japanese shows, waking up in the late afternoons, doing everyone's laundry...Ah...yeah.

I've gotten used to sleeping at 5 in the morning or later than that. The bags under my eyes are clearly visible.

I don't really know what else to say but thank you to the people who are waiting patiently for the other chapters of my stories! Arigato gozaimasu! It means so much to me. You really have no idea how much it means to me. Arigato, arigato!!

I hope you all are well and great!

~Ja
Love,
Cherry-chan

Helllloooo loves.

During this summer I will be working on Don't Leave. My new original work! I like it so far and I'm currently working on chapter...4? Yes! It will be up very soon so please! I hope you look forward to it! Nee?? :3


Hehe. And...I'm officially a SENIOR! Woots to that!

Ah, I keep sleeping late now and waking up in the afternoon. Haha. I should work on sleeping early again so I can get an early start to the day.

Ah, hope everyone is doing swell!

In the meantime...I'll go work on Don't Leave right now!

Love,
Cherry-chan

That is all I'm waiting for. I only have two final exams and I'm done!! Then I'll be a senior! Next week is the last week of school! I'm happy and I'll start my diet then. HAHAH. I need to exercise too. And my AP assignment...DARN!


Love,
Cherry-chan

P.s-Hope you guys like or LOVE the new story I made up called Don't Leave. If you haven't checked it out yet then please do! It's there for your entertainment and mine. XD

P.s.s-I hope everyone's doing swell too! Hope you're summer vacations are awesome!

P.s.s.s-Is there even such a thing as "P.s.s.s?" Haha. Oh well. I just wanted to say. I LOVE Matsuyuki-kun! He is now one of my TOP favorite guy characters in my stories so far.

He is...one of a kind. :] I wish he was REAL! *tear* TT_TT